Spring Awakening

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God's colourfull creation in the sky

God's colourfull creation in the sky
Originally uploaded by F.J. Moog

i love to see rainbows like this in the clouds. it looks like stained glass or something. i saw one just like it the other day but couldn't explain how it looked to anyone.

id like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly..

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach my how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock-hop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread

Its hard to find good friends these days. but when it comes down to it, you only need one.

Gods love letters

My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is, will you be My child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Father
Almighty God

Life

isnt life wierd?

sunset

sunset
Originally uploaded by pics of passion

i took this picture last year. i love it.

love endures all things

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xblCmc2smY

Love letter

My Dearest Friend,

...should I draw you the picture of my heart it would be what I hope you would still love though it contained nothing new. The early possession you obtained there, and the absolute power you have obtained over it, leaves not the smallest space unoccupied.

I look back to the early days of our acquaintance and friendship as to the days of love and innocence, and, with an indescribable pleasure, I have seen near a score of years roll over our heads with an affection heightened and improved by time, nor have the dreary years of absence in the smallest degree effaced from my mind the image of the dear untitled man to whom I gave my heart.

Abigail Adams to John Adams, her husband. He became the second president of the United States. Written December 23, 1782

The lonely Joker

"I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me."

Love comes softly.

When i have love, i want to get a love letter. not an email,im,or text,a letter stamped to me.


sometimes, love isn't fireworks. sometimes, love just comes softly.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 corinthians 13

All you need is love.



god is love.


for those that want peace, but dont want God: you will never get peace. God is peace.

Oakwood

So Tamarac didnt work out for me. now i go to Oakwood christian school. i absolutly love it. i can finally be with other christians at school. My doubt in god isnt really here anymore. but its just the fear of 'what if'. what if hes not there. and i see him in a differnt way now.i really wish i could get over this. everytime i think of him i get a bad feeling cause the feeling i had when i doubted comes back but its not that i am doubting, its just that horrible feeling. like a scared feeling. i mean i used to be happy when i thought of him.now its guilt, doubt and ...i dont know. i just want it to go away. and being around christians all day and talking about god all day makes me have that feeling everyday and its wearing me down. i just want my relationship with god to go back to normal.

One More Day

Today i woke up thinking it was Sunday. I thought i had two more days of freedom. But i later found out, its Monday, i only have one more day. On Wednesday i start a new school. I'm terrified because im afraid im going to have the same problems as last year. Im determined not to. Im praying that im going to have friends, keep the ones i have, and be able to show people christ in me, and tell people about him. Im hoping that im going to have a good high school experience. Another problem i deal with at school, is being away from yag people. i feel like im only happy when im with them, so sometimes i push people away. Im going to try to keep an open mind and make a lot good friends.

Time of Doubt

When i was about 6 years old, i was saved. since that day that i excepted Jesus in my heart, i have felt incredible amounts of love and joy. There are many times in my life when i have strayed away from him, but once things get quit in my life again he always taps my on my shoulder and says, "hey, your supposed to be over here". And he always calls me back, forgiving every sin. This summer, i really did stray away. I didn't do anything bad, but i didn't do to much that pleases god. I didn't read my bible, and i didn't pray to much. I was just really busy which is no excuse. But then he called me back again. Then a few weeks ago, something happened. It was horrible, and i hated going through it. I started to doubt god and his existence. I could feel Satan tugging on my shoulder telling me to leave god behind completely. i started wondering how god could listen to every human on earth, and not thinking he could listen and love me. I started to think that maybe it was science that created the world, and everything on it. Thinking these things made me scared. Its a horrible having the feeling of relying on someone for your whole life and then them not being there. When all along he was. Every step of the way. I prayed about it, even though i had the thought in my head that i was praying to no one, and i kept reading the bible. I kept asking him to take the doubt away from me. then i did some research and read a couple things.

The earth: perfectly round in shape. If it was any closer to the sun humans would be able to survive. If it was any further from the sun, wed freeze.

Water: orderless,tasteless,colorless, and no human can survive without it!

The human brain...simultaneously processes an amazing amount of information. Your brain takes in all the colors and objects you see, the temperature around you, the pressure of your feet against the floor, the sounds around you, the dryness of your mouth, even the texture of your keyboard. Your brain holds and processes all your emotions, thoughts and memories. At the same time your brain keeps track of the ongoing functions of your body like your breathing pattern, eyelid movement, hunger and movement of the muscles in your hands.

The human brain processes more than a million messages a second.⁷ Your brain weighs the importance of all this data, filtering out the relatively unimportant. This screening function is what allows you to focus and operate effectively in your world. The brain functions differently than other organs. There is an intelligence to it, the ability to reason, to produce feelings, to dream and plan, to take action, and relate to other people.

The eye...can distinguish among seven million colors. It has automatic focusing and handles an astounding 1.5 million messages -- simultaneously.⁸ Evolution focuses on mutations and changes from and within existing organisms. Yet evolution alone does not fully explain the initial source of the eye or the brain -- the start of living organisms from nonliving matter.

http://www.everystudent.com/features/isthere.html

so here are a few things that helped me. I started going back to church, and i talked to my aunt, and prayed, and one night, as i was praying, i felt a big burst of comfort and joy inside me. My doubts started to go away from that night on. One thing that is amazing, when these things started popping into my head about god not being there, i walked outside, and there was the most beautiful rainbow i have ever seen. and in genesis, god says, “This is the sign of the covenant that I make between me and you and every living creature that is with you, for all future generations: I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth." This was god letting me know that he was there, and i believe that rainbow was for me.

My doubts still do pop into my head every now and then, but theyre going away. i guess everyone has doubts about this in there life, but as my aunt told me, its god showing to us how strong our hearts are, and in the end, my faith will be stronger.